What the Hell!!

I have become so dependent on talking to you.

You make me smile.

If I don't talk to you i'm mad.

I don't like the way that you have control of me.

I guess that this is what its like.

What it is like to be with somebody and actually care.

I don't know if it is something I am ready for,

but I can't wait to find out how great this will be.

I wish i could still look up to you.

I did when I was six, but my,

that was a long time ago. I

learned better. I love you,

your blood, but girl, I know

better. Your influence would

have been bad. Your going to

turn your self around though.

You will be so much better.

Live cleaner, more free. Love

life with a whole new lenses.

Its Valentinesday so im going to spread the love. You are depressing me. I want to talk to you. Your not talking to me. I cant believe you....

I need to move the rum..

This has been a weird/great/horrible week

• formspring
• heather/michael
• ben
• stephan
• illness
• pain
• wedding?
• no wedding?
• aunt vs. mom

This.

I like this.
What ever this is, its nice.
That's all i'm going to say on the subject.

Lately,

everything has been making me sad. If i'm alone, I am sad. If you are annoying, i'm sad. Seriously, everything!! I really am getting tired of it. -_-

So yesterday...

was groundhogs day. I didn't do anything for it. I normally do. I seriously love Pete Yes, I know that I'm pathetic and I have no life. What ever hoez!!

I can't Focus.

I have been falling behind in my classes.

I get to upset to do my work.

Thats sad..

FUCK YOU!!!

This is my "DUHH" face.

Which is what I want to do

to myself now.

You Again?

Somehow you keep getting brought up in my life.

Your neighbor.

Guitar class.

Lunch Time.

Sex Talks.

STFU WORLD!!

I don't want to think of you.

I don't want to see your face when I close my eyes.

I really don't want to feel your touch when I'm alone.

I can't stand your smirk. I can't bare lunch.

I really can't deal.