true i may not be perfect bit who is? i know you arent. you've made that quite obvious. i can live with my flaws, can you??

Sometimes my dear, you drive me insane. You can make me want to pull out my hair. But then again, thats just you. I'm making this short and sweet due to the hour at hand, but so you know, I haven't lost hope.

i think that recently my blogs have been about astin. i domt really lile that. im pretty sure its time to "talk" about it

beside the fact you think you have some weird ownership over me, you think im what? fuckable. wow i dont know what to say. its not thank you. more like eww!!!

It may be my uber frustration at this moment or maybe the horrible essay i'm writing. Which ever reason, I am fed up. i sorta thought you would miss me by now. True I haven't called you but if I did i'm not too sure it would make a difference. Your all caught up with your new friend to notice how I actually cared for you, not your connections. When we were at the peak in this friendship, I saw you almost every night. I don't mean to sound crude or something of that sort but I need to be true to myself. I have tried act it off. "Oh, I don't really care" LIE!! I may not love you like I love my best friends but I still have fucking feelings! One last thing, you called her. I mean come on!!! She said she didn't want to talk to you. I never even talked to you about it. For fucks sake!!

You Smell Like Coffee

I miss you. I missed Matt. So far things age going fun. I sang to Mulan in the car. I guess you could say this is what I wanted. But then again its only the first night.

I Want One Too.

Two minutes ago I was going to write about how very awesome this weekend will be. Now, i'm not quite sure. I sorta feel like my life is slowly falling a part while it's still together. I am losing countless friends, yet I still have them. My thoughts are dancing along the dark side but nothing is being done about it. I need change. I really do need some sort of way to release. I'm stuck inside my box outside the box and can't get out.

i like losing friends alot. its quite fun