So I recently visited my dad in the mountians of Tennesse

And while I was up there i had a couple of thoughts that I wrote down

"I remeber before 9/11, my dad and I would ride the Marta down to Dekalb to sit and watch planes take off. We would spend the day doing absoultly nothing but thats why I think I remeber it. We would just be at peace with our self's. it was all so easy when I was younger, i didnt have to pick anything other than ice cream flavors. I also didn't have to pick who i wanted to spend my time with. I could just go knowing i had tomorrow to spend with the other parent."

I think that this really helped me get close to my dad. We would spend so much time togeher but now I never wanna go up to visit.

"Since when did my dad start doubting Joseph's and my abilites so much? i think maybe i have been to blind to notice or just to niave. Which ever I still cant belive it. He starts by telling Joe how to drive then has the audacity to critizie his driving. Joe is a better driver than our dad by far!! My dad also is completly shocked when I can paddel a canoe. Umm hello!! iI've benn doing it half my life, of corse im good!"

I just think that he needs to relize we are old enough to have thoughts and feelings.

*sigh*