I've Missed It

Tonight I gave in. I gave in, and once I did, I realized how much my little habit helped me. I'm more or less glad that I did this tonight. No one reads this so no one will no. You wont be able to tell. It will only be me. I'm happy that I did this little devilish thing to move my pain. My heart no longer aches. It will soon, but for now, it's curbed.