Yet Again

I need the snap. I live off the snap. No blood this time, I won't allow it. If I bleed that means I'm weak and incapable. The band has become relaxed. It takes more each time to receive my fix. I just realized that I sound like a drug addict. I need my fix man!!! I'm off to find a tighter rubber band. Tonight has been sad. I'll probably go around the block again. See new things, maybe. Feel new lows, I hope not.